My keywords for 2010

I should say I have a big gain and a big loss in this dramatic year-2010.

I moved a great step in my life that I got married with my dear.I’m really excited that I could so ‘easily’ to find the one who cares me a lot,willing to build up our own family and share all future days.I’m damn lucky.Many people spend their whole life to seek their true love,but for us,we just spend 7 years.We get into a new stage and start to think all things for our family,no more individuals.No doubt that it’s my big gain in the year,even for my whole life.

However,nothing is perfect.I lost my grandpa several days before our wedding.Since then,I can’t see a kind old man sitting in front of me to tell me the stories of his young age,to tell me the warm topics in the big family during the days I wasn’t around.Well,it’s maybe the last lesson he wants to tell me that I should treat the death peacefully and quietly just like he did.I believe I could save all my memories of him for the rest of my life and tell my children who their great-grandpa is.Well,this loss is sort of a gain,too.

So,my keywords for 2010 are marriage and death,two of all stages that we will have.Life has many check-in points.In every point,we will get some special gifts.When we reach the last one,we have fully valued our lives,just like winning the world.

It’s amazing!It’s life!

Death

Did you ever think about death?I did although it is a tough topic,but I never shift it off and I can’t make it either.

As I’m a young child,I’m afraid to face death.I thought that is a most terrible thing that I met.However I have to admit that at that time I may not have any idea of the real death.

With my growth,I start to know about the meaning of life-with a beginning by the way of birth and an ending by the way of death.Sometimes I feel that the life is so unpredictable and weak,thus I even blame to the fate.Now I stand at this point,I’m trying to accept the death as I know this is a part of life too.

No one can escape from Azrael since we are human beings,not immortals.Therefore I can not imagine what is the life after death too-Nobody can.So if you believe there will be another wonderland after death,you’d better to wish the people who past away can enjoy the life in the new place and believe that he will.I think that is a gift to a dead person and meanwhile a best comfort for all others.

Here may not be the right time,,but I have to say that if,I say really ‘if’,I would die in one day,I hope all people caring me can smile to face the fact because I do want to leave my last happiness in the memories of my friends and family,not sadness.

How about you,my friends?What is your thought?